bang this wall

2011-09-19T15:08:00.006+08:00

Because im so bored, i've decided to blog again!
The company blocked every website except blogspot and some others..
So now i can update this space at least once a week since i pretty much have nothing to do most of the time..
It's the third week of internship alr,
and i'm slowly getting used to the environment and all.
The colleagues here are all pretty friendly, and the boss too!
One thing i didnt really like about was the staff pass.
Ok, because we are here for intern and we are just temporary staffs,
they reckoned that we do not need to have a pass (which can scan and unlock the stupid door)
So imagine for the whole of 5 months, everytime we go out of the office,
we must wait at the door like some door-guarding dog until someone shows up and help us unlock the stupid door.
I hate it because it makes us seemed so noob that everyone will know 'oh, they are IA students'
And what makes me hate it the most is that some just literally walked pass the door when we are looking at them in the face and expect them to help us unlock the door.
Pffftttttt...
But nevertheless, it's like earning easy money here.
Nothing much to do unless we're given something to do.
One thing bad about being an engineer if you're a female..
The guys seemed to belittle you at times,
especially when you're out on site tgt with them..
So lesson learned, NEVER be a gu-gu-niang when you are working as an engineer..
NEVER!
at least when you're working with them on site.

2010-10-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

Hi, Im back!
Hehehehe, it's been loooooooong since i blog.
Now that im so broke that i cant go anywhere and spend money,
I've got more time at home. (:
Oh, and i soooooo wanted to get a job.
But i dont know where or how to.
I REALLY NEED MORE MONEY.
I cant buy my fav jumpsuit.
I cant buy shoes.
I cant buy anything i want like how i used to.
Really need to start saving up. :/
But seriously.. no money how to save?
Holiday no pocket money also.
Ah how i wish money do drop down from Heaven.
Okay, but first i need to find a way to get money.
MONEY, COME FIND ME! >:/

2010-06-30T23:23:00.007+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.
Follow me on twitter instead.
twitter.com/plainpretty
I'll update this blog pretty soooooon.
Promise. (:

2010-06-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

Holidays are here alr.
So what should i do and how exactly should i spend it?
Feel like going on a cruise.
But with who?
Feel like going for a big feast.
But with who?
Feel like going for shopping 24/7.
But with who?
Feel like going esplanade everyday.
But with who?
Nobody's free for me.
I dont wanna spend away my holidays just like that.
It feels so sad.
Byebye.
I need some fresh air.
Oh, and i think i did badly for common test.
How sad. :(

2010-05-30T23:38:00.012+08:00

Yesterday was really a wedding day.

I saw a total of 3 couples getting married just in one day.

so anw, ytd was John Tan and Sharon Tai's wedding day.

So happy for them.

Had Island Creamery aft that.

Their pear sake was reeeeeeeeeeeally nice!

Okay, enjoy the pictures.

Foo Lilin, pls upload more.

So Goodbye for now. (:

2010-05-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

Time passes really fast.
Before you and I knew it,
the end of sem is here alr.
Now how fast is that?
So many things happened for the past dont know how many weeks.
But i didnt get to update them here.
So, they're all just swirling ard in my mind.
Both good and bad.
How i wish that holiday is here now so that i can clear up my mind.
So many things that i have to think about,
and also to leave a conclusion behind to every single thing.
Well,
I hope i do well for the upcoming common test.
I seriously need to start revising now,
no more last min please.
Tell me I can do it.

2010-05-09T18:51:00.005+08:00

Better today - Ne-yo
Whoa oh, whoa oh.
Whoa oh, whoa oh.
Whoa oh, whoa oh.
Whoa oh, oh.

You see it all in my smile.
You hear it all in my laugh.
The way I walk, you hear me talk.
And know I'm no longer sad.
I got no reason to smile more now than I've ever had.
I open up my eyes and realize that nothing's quite that bad.

I've got a different approach to dealing with emotion.
Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean.
Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.
Unless happiness be the reason that I decide to cry.
And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
Stand up now, stand up now and I promise not before long.

You'll be feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
Much better today.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
You're feeling so much better.

I know about down and out.
I know about when it gets tough.
Losing my fight, can't see the light.
And you just wanna give up.
I know about being depressed.
By needing someone to love.
I also know by standing up and saying enough is enough.

Oh, I've got a different approach to dealing with emotion.
Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean.
Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.
Unless happiness be the reason that I decide to cry.
And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
Stand up now, stand up now and I promise not before long.

You'll be feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
Much better today.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
You're feeling so much better.

(Ohh whoa. Oh whoa, whoa)
(Oooh)

I feel like if I try, I could fly away right now.
All because I've finally found my smile.

(x2)
And you'll be feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
Much better today.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.

You're feeling so much better.

2010-05-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Just the second week of school and Im alr feeling the stress.
I still havent start on my report yet and...
MONDAY IS THE DUE DATEEEEE!
I cant seem to pay attention in class..
and all i do is play or sleep.
Dont know to say if Im busy or just lazy.
so regret taking Intercultural communication.
that module is seriously very boring,
and the teacher..
OMG, LAME MAX.
4 more weeks, 4 more weeks!
Please endure, Rowena Lim! :O

2010-04-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

School is starting tmrrrrrrrr!
Omg.. can you hear me SCREEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMM!
all my classes starts at 8am.
8AM!!
can die man.
But still, I cant wait for first day of school.
Cause it's gonna be damn exciting.
all the events are gonna be so happening and lively.
Please tell me that i should study hard for this sem.
Please, please, please.
I dont want my GPA to be the same anymore.
I want to do better.
But i need motivation.
Where can I find you, Motivation?

2010-04-12T19:31:00.007+08:00

And today, a little surprise came knocking on the door...

.

.

.

.

Beautiful ain't it? :D
So anw, it was from the insurance company..
Cause it was my sis birthday and the other one is just complimentary..
And my day started off with a great surprise..
Then aft that i began to rot at home..
Seriously, Holidays can be really useless when you've got no plans or whatsoever.
but Im going for freshmen camp on wed!
Half-excited only.
because i just wanna see the new kids in school.
yes, kids.
Just like how i used to be.
Muahaha!
Okay, and I cooked dinner just now..

Pass or Fail?

2010-04-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy - BeyonceIf I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy..

I'm so disappointed with myself..
Sigh..
I guess I'm not worthy at all.
And now I really hate myself.

2010-04-04T15:55:00.002+08:00

Omg, Im superrrrrrr bored at home.
I've got nothing to do.
Wanted to go out with my sis initially,
but then something happened,
and now I'm stucked at home..
Zzzz..
Maybe i shall wait for her to be back.
And I missed those times at China.
I realised how complicated and stress life is over here than compared to China.
I missed the children and village life over there!
So simple and stress-free.
I think you would even forget what trouble and stress is over there.
Im hoping for another holiday trip before school starts.
Dont wanna waste my time away just like that.
Okay, last words before I go..
I'M SERIOUSLY VERY BORED NOW!
Okay, bye! (:

2010-03-30T13:16:00.046+08:00

Helloooooo!

I'm back from China alr!

Didnt got the time to update the blog cause there was alot of unpacking to do.

Plus my maid went home ytd,

means I'll be the one helping out with the housework.

But whatever it is,

I really had a fun trip over at China!

It was really a fruitful and different experience for me.

The village life over there is really very peaceful and stress-free.

Really a once in a lifetime experience!

More photos on facebook!

Till then, (:

2010-03-14T22:03:00.005+08:00

You've got no idea who I saw just now.
I saw ah bang with the gf near my hse area.
Suey or what you tell me!
Haiyooo.
Anw, I thought my parents didnt want to bring me to Airport later.
Then I will end up dragging my HUGE luggage waving for taxi to bring me to the airport.
which might happen?
Ah, whatever.
What the, at this point of time,
I'm having mixed feelings in me.
Happy, worried, depressed, blur, etc..
you name it, I've got it.
And now, I feel so 'friend-less'.
you know 'friend-less' = like no friends.
especially when I've got to go somewhere without really having a friend that i can communicate really well with.
I hope i'm not being an anti-social over there.
Okay, Be back in 2 weeks' time!
:DDDDDD
.
P.S Foo Lilin and Jeslyn Lim! Thanks for the awesome card! Meet up when I'm back okay! Love you guyssssssss! :D

2010-03-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

Two more days..!

Something to be actually excited about.

I'm thinking if the trip is alittle too short?

But well..

my class is having class gathering!

Like finally.

After so many..Months?

I'm half excited for the upcoming trip.

still alittle vex about what to do with the packing stuffs.

Kinda last min.

I can't wait to 'suffer' over there!

The cold weather, food, hard work, environment.

I hope that at least i can slim down.. abit?

Okay whatever.

Most importantly,

Have Fun!

Okay, I'm all hyped up for the trip!

Let's Goooooooooo! :D

2010-03-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

Just for one day,
Im back from camp alr.
Dont know if it's a good thing for me.
Because sth happened,
that cost a life..
Everything happened too quickly,
and it just shows how vulnerable life could be.
I was feeling abit over-emotional at first,
cause i really can't get the fact into my head.
The news broke out to me in such a wierd and unhappening manner.
But well,
what has happened has alr happened.
I'll just have to get over it and build up my courage.
So anw,
haven't been eating well these days..
my BIGGGGGGG swollen ulcer under the tongue,
IS KILLING MEEEEEE.
I cant speak properly, I cant eat almost anything!
I even yawn in pain.
Well..

2010-03-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

Im going for Pulau Ubin camp tmr alr!
Don't know if i should be excited or not.
anti-socials like me don't really suits the word 'Bonding Camp'.
Hope that it's gonna be fun!
Looking forward to tuesday!
Cause i'll be back by then, and Im definitely gonna miss the comfy bed.
But no worries..
I have Outsider's songs to keep me accompany!
Okay, I shall turn in early tonight.
Be back sooooooooon! :D

2010-03-03T00:11:00.003+08:00

Omg, I'm soooooo happy!
Outsider finally is releasing his new album!!
Though it's been leaked out,
But still, I'm gonna get his album.
I DONT CARE!
I need to get his album!
His songs are soooo nice,
I dont understand why some cant really appreciate his talent.
His fast rapping along with the slow melody,
always urges and motivates me to do something better.
Kinda exaggerating but..
I always feel so energetic after listening to his songs.
So anyway,
Im stucked at home for the past 2 days.
Life couldnt be more boring than this.
Now I just hope that I can fly to China asap.
Im feeling so depressed now.
There's so much things that are bothering me..
and people dont really seemed to understand how I feel.
They never have been in this situation,
and i just wanted to say to them so much that..
Try putting yourself into my shoes,
you will know how i feel.

2010-02-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm soooo broke now,
it's like every single cent counts.
I still owe my sis $300.
And she's like a loan shark,
who never fails to remind me of it every single day.
Great.. of all times..
I became broke during the holidays!
I wanted to work soooo much,
But i've only got limited free period.
Sigh.
Please tell me that money actually do fall from the sky.
I thought of selling my stuffs online,
But i'm like not a pro at this kind of thing.
Omg, what should i do..
Think, think, think! :O

2010-02-26T23:09:00.009+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY FREE FROM BOOKS! :D

temporary.

Okay, wed was out with Xj.

Did some shopping and then to Marina.

I was craving for Black pepper crabs,

and Xj was saying that I'm super random and..

I know very well that she wanted to tell the whole world how random i can get.

Evidence? She told her bf about it and I saw what she posted on her blog. -.-

Soooo,

This girl claims that she's quite allergic to crabs and it's her second time eating it i guess.

Dumbly, I believed her and guess what?

She turned out to be a pro at eating crabs!

Thought of showing her some of my 'skills'..

But apparently, she was the one helping me out with the crabs using her MIGHTY strength.

totally jaw drop.

So anyway, we didnt care about our image either.

We just enjoyed the crabs as much as we can.

But it wasn't the best, sadly to say.

Hahaha, just hope that Xj didnt got any rashes after that!

Okay, Im done here.

And..

FOO LILIN!

All the best for your upcoming Maths test!

Just give your best and I know you can do it!

Dont get too stress up, because.. errrr, it's not worth it.

Aiya, You'll get what i mean in the later part of life.

Lol! Meet up with the rest soooooon!

GoodLuck! :D

2010-02-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

After tmr..
I'M FREE FROM BOOOOOOKSSSS!
Omg, I can't wait for the moment when i can stop touching books for whole 2 months.
Gym is my top top top place that i wanna chiong to now.
I can feel the fats accumulating after Cny.
And now,
I'm kinda excited for the Yep thing.
maybe not for the Cip.
Ah, I've got so many things i wanna do for the upcoming holidays.
Everything! After tmr!
I shall mug hard my last time for this semester.
GoodLuck to meeeeeeeeeeee!
And to those who are taking exams.
All the best! :D

2010-02-20T21:57:00.003+08:00

I screwed my Ael paper today..
Totally.
And I've got myself to blame for it.
Oh well..

2010-02-19T15:59:00.017+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday, Foo Lilin!!

Please faster go and learn driving.

I sponsor you $1 go buy car.

many Lovesssss...

and faster return my luck.. I TMR GOT EXAM! :'(

2010-02-15T23:32:00.050+08:00

Steamboat! (:

Baby Jay-yang!

'Chairs.. Too heavy!!'

Shy boy.. Covers his mouth whenever he smiles/laughs.. Hahaha, Cute!

Ziyuan.

My little cousin, She's a child model! Preeeeeeeetty!

The 'Papa boy'

Bye! :D

2010-02-12T23:55:00.005+08:00

Hahaha, as childish as ever.

okay apparently, I didn't study today.

I just did ONE past year paper, and that's it.

I will study tmr.

I think i will.

Exams gonna be after CNY.

How great.

I'm gonna cut my ugly hair after exams!

It's making my face look fat and ugly.

And I can't wait for CNY!

Money, Money, Come to me!

Okay, I'll update again soooon!

Happy Chinese New Year to all! :D

2010-02-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

Now there's something for me to vex about..
Man, I really regretted deciding to go for the school's China trip!
It's gonna take up the whole of my March Holidays.
Pulau Ubin camp, 2 community work before and after the trip, and of course.. the trip.
I wonder what was i thinking when i decided to go for this trip.
Maybe i just wanted to board the plane, that's all.
Okay, and i was so happy when i know that I'm going Thailand with my friends on the April..
Then.. i realized that the date clashes with the last CIP work.
Omg..
I really hate all the last min thing.
Why must they tell us the date only NOW?!
And one thing i wasnt really happy about..
was that they're gonna have briefing this wed at.. 5PM!!!!
Imagine going to school at 5pm for a briefing and back home during the peak hour.
How great..
And I reeeeeeeeeeaaaaally hate camps.
Because there'll be ICE BREAKER, PERFORMANCE, and.. MAKING NEW FRIENDS.
Obviously i suck at all these..
And that's what they're gonna do during the camp.
Okay, Someone please kill me now. \m/

2010-02-03T20:50:00.017+08:00

Just a short and quick update.

was hanging out with Xj the past few days.

I've got another new nightlife partner! :D

and you won't believe this...

We went to the gym yesterday!

Muahahaha!

okay, the last time i really workout was during my aerobics class.

But this time round,

it's different.

Im gonna excercise more often and cut down on foods and eat more fruits!

I've done it for the past 2 days..

SO...

I shall continue and i hope to see the results once i come back from China.

Cause i know the upcoming China trip is gonna make me suffer!

Hahaha! But who cares..

Slimming down is my top priority right now..

Ah, I can do it!

Gym on fri with FLL! :D

2010-01-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images..
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick..

Well, I never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images..
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images..

No...

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do..

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

such beautiful lyrics..

All-time favourite. \m/

2010-01-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm back with a short update.
Actually im not that busy,
Hahaha.
Just acting to be like one.
Well, school is getting me sooooooooo crazy.
So many quiz and tests.
Presentation, tutorials, and of course...
Going to school just to sleep. -.-
I mean like seriously, many go to school just for attendance's sake.
Unless that lecturer is particularly interesting and funny,
what for you go to school and listen to the teacher mumble to himself or whatever.
But anyway, this sem is gonna end in a few weeks time..
so no point complaining about it now.
Shall wait till when next sem starts, then i'll continue on this.
Now, I've to concentrate on 3 particular modules.
So that i wont fail and end up retaking again!
Thats really the last thing that i ever want it to happen...
I shall believe and confess that it won't happen.
Need to put in more effort anyway from now on!

2010-01-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

Loooooong time no seeee!
School's been so busy for me.
Presentations, tests, tutorials, practicals.
Almost got me so frustrated.
But it's just a few more weeks left to Holidays!
Omg, i can't wait to fly over to China!
Everything's like happening so quickly.
I want to get out of Poly asap.
Another 2 more years, Hahahaha!
And recently,
I just thought what really is it that i want.
it's like im living life aimlessly.
Doing things just like it's a routine.
I can't really open up to people, I care alot about what others think of me.
And that just alittle confidence can be crushed easily like that.
I got disappointed easily, because i never even try to get what i want.
But another thought says,
Even though it isnt an overnight thing, but..
I need to change.
From now on. (:

2010-01-06T20:46:00.006+08:00

Happy - Leona Lewis

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can't have everything
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain 'cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could beSo what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ya
Just wanna be happy, ya

Holding on tightly, just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role, slowly disappear, oh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names, get me out of here
But I can't stand by your side, oh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, oh, happy, oh

So any turns that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim, don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy, oh, yeah, happy, oh, happy
I just wanna be, oh, I just wanna be happy
Oh, happy..

2010-01-04T18:30:00.007+08:00

Why am I so unhappy..? ):
& I got the lowest for my dep test.failed terribly..

2010-01-01T02:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2010! :D
Stayover at Lilin's hse on wed.
played 'Aeroplane' and amazingly..
I WON!
Muahahaha!
I feel that the coming 2010 is filled with Luck. :B
Im just so excited of what's ahead!
it just seems like time passed by so quickly.
So anyhow,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
I cant wait to receive all the angpaos! :D

2009-12-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

MERRRRRRRRRRRRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS!! :D

2009-12-23T23:08:00.006+08:00

I pray for a better tomorrow.

2009-12-18T01:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the wishes! :D

Really enjoyed my day ytd.

I didnt really expect to see almost the whole class to be celebrating with me.

And I REAAAAAAAAAALLLLY love the present from my two MUSCULAR friends.

Hahaha! super thoughtful.

Love you guys! :D

More pictures on the way...

2009-12-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

Im anticipating today..
Need to mug hard first..
Everything's gonna end today..!
Please give me your best wishes.
Cause I got a feeling Im not gonna do well for the test later..
Ah.. need to mug again..
Bye for now..!

2009-12-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

My day started really bad today.
I was late for class cause something cropped up at home.
Then i got into a cab, and i asked the driver if he have small change for big notes..
He said no, and ask me to take another cab,
saying at that timing very easy to get another cab..
So i alighted, and..
20 min later...............
then i got another cab.
The driver somehow interests me.
He said to me,
D:"You study engineering ah?"
R: "Eh? Ya, how you know?"
D: "I was once a psychologist."
I was quite impressed and shocked by his words..
And when i reached class..
I thought as usual, I'll just go into class and walk to the last row and sit with my friends.
then i realised there were alot of unfamiliar faces sitting around the classroom..
I was pissed and confused at the same time.
Firstly, the lecturer just agree with it when people from other classes occupied almost half of the tiny classroom.
well, it seems tiny because i dont see spaces in between ppl.
I felt confused because so many faces were staring at me and I couldnt find a seat for myself.
Then I wanted to get the NP shirt after class and walked all the way up the hill..
to realise that there wasnt anybody there,
just like a deserted place.
Well, at least my day ended off quite pleasantly.
went to stay at Loft to study.
It's actually like a real apartment, just that they dont have cooking stove, and television.
But definitely a best place to study.
Okay, need to finish up my homework now and start revising alr..!

2009-12-02T17:39:00.002+08:00

I just realised that there's no korean elective for the IS module..
!!!!!!
my lecturer just make me happy for nothing. -.-
Now i must think of which elective to take.
either Exploring Photography or Social Psychology.
partly because i dont wish to take any electives that im not interested in.
Well,
So busy with school stuffs that i actually got no time to blog.
Till when common tests are over..!
I need to rush my tutorial and online homework now!
And I havent even start my revision for Common test!
Three straight days for test..! :O

2009-11-28T18:05:00.003+08:00

I need the motivation to study,
not temptations..! :O
And Im so eager to learn korean now..
that i went to install all the korean applications in the iphone.
and im gonna choose korean elective as my IS module next year..
Bwahahahah. :B
Exams coming up in 2 weeks time..
I
NEED
TO
MUG
NOOWWWWWW!
Byebye.

2009-11-23T14:41:00.003+08:00

Time passes really fast..
Exams are coming up.
And gosh, I really dont understand almost all the modules.
2 more weeks..!
& 1 more month to Christmas!
It'll better if i could spend the time at overseas.
Countries that will.. SNOW.
Then wearing thick clothings, when you look stupid if you wear them in Singapore.
Pretty coool ah?
If only I got the money.....
But then,
Studies come first.
Bye.

2009-11-13T22:03:00.005+08:00

'oooohhhhhh-aaaammm-geeeeeeeee'!

there're so many things swirling around in my head now.

Im still thinking if i should go for the YEP China trip.

part of me wants to go soooooo badly,

because i get to board the plane.

but then,

it seems like alot of hardwork is needed during the trip.

and I've got tests coming up next week,

and i SERIOUSLY know nothing about the modules.

Then..

there's individual speech presentation AGAIN next week.

aiyeeeeeeeeeeer.

Should sleep early from now on.

must..start being punctual OREDI.

2009-11-08T23:45:00.015+08:00

One last post before the hectic week begins..

Im so tired.

I need to sleep.

Im so tanned now.

My skin condition is getting worse..

and my eyes are getting puffier.

also swollen face.

You can call me 'puffy fish' if you want.

Im going to sleep NAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOO.

2009-11-07T22:43:00.010+08:00

went to Sentosa today..!

It's freakin' hot.. that i got sun.. burned..

i can see the tan lines now..

its like million years ever since i went for sun-tanning.

or maybe.. sun-burning.

I didnt really have the full picture of what sentosa is like..

cause the last time i went there was like when i was..

sec 2?

so of course, i felt rather excited, and tired at the same time.

Speaking of tired..

im really like VERY tired this few weeks..

ever since school started,

i didnt have the time to do revision,

and not to mention,

even the amount of sleep im having is like decreasing everyday.

i woke up to realise that i was even more tired than before.

school can really drained out all my energy.

just the thought of all the modules and lecturers,

really makes me wanna give up everything.

I haven't been learning anything much.

One day, i really need to settle down,

and study in a group with some Caramel Frapp.

I seriously... cannot study alone.

cause nothing gets into my head without guidance,

and i tend to get distracted..alot.

2009-11-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

I didnt intend to let my blog rot away..
I just dont have the time to really sit down and blog a proper post..
So........
I just..... anyway, I'm blogging naaaaaaaaoooooo.
just had speech presentation ytd for the IS module.
I love my teacher sooooooo much.
He's the beeeeeeeeeeessssst!
But anyway,
I still cant really speak in front of people.
what i prepared beforehand,
all gone once i stepped to the front.
then i will start to become nervous,
hoping that one minute can pass by reaaaaaaaally fast,
and my face totally went.. red. (boomz, you rnow?)
Red, my fav colour.
oh hohohoho..!
tmr got maths quiz.
and i havent finish doing my homework.
tmr lesson starts at 8am.
And...
MY TEACHER SAY I CANNOT BE LATEEEEEEE!
die..

2009-10-27T23:15:00.001+08:00

No pictures, no nothing..
I wish that theres no exams in this world.
I wish that my teachers can speak human languages.
I wish that my friends are more outgoing.
I wish that I can finish my homework now.
I wish that i can dont go to school tmr.
Till then..

2009-10-23T23:38:00.003+08:00

Any idea how much I love this type of songs?
Tooooooooooo much.. A!
Really a nice song.
Too bad, I dont really like the new image SS501 is carrying now..
Looked abit.. not my style.
But still, no harm listening to their songs.
School is much more boring than expected.
And my hairstyle totally suck.
I WANT A THINNER AND SLIMMER FACEEEEEEEEE!
and i can predict that i wont do well in this semester either.
the modules seemed so complicated and...
the teachers are always either mumbling to themselves..
or talking things that seriously,
even if they repeat 10 thousand million times..
I doubt i will understand.
shall rely on myself and the notes.
and I really really really really really
really really really really really really
really really really really really really
really really really really really really
really really really really really really
Want to get the RED ipod nano..
I want it all RED.

2009-10-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

I've got a FAT face,
and you should know that alr by now.
Last day of work,
was kinda emotional.
we took pictures and exchange contacts,
and hopefully, we'll be able to drop by again to visit the rest.
photos to be up Sooooooooooooooooon.
as expected, first week of school is always boring.
Oh! and i never knew that i would LOVE my new IS teacher THIS MUCCCCCCCHHHHHHH.
He's a Singapore Citizen Caucasian,
Cool enough to be my teacher.
so i was the first one to reach the class.
Typical, yes.
I made a new friend.
then we're supposed to introduce our new friend/partner to our classmates.
something INTERESTING about them.
and we really had nothing to talk about.
She asked me those typical qns,
like which school am I from,
what was my CCA.. etc..
and she really gave me the shock of my life during presentation.
cause anyway, I expected that we will be stoning down there waiting for the teacher to ask us qns.
and then she started introducing myself..
'She likes to sing because she's from Choir.'
!!!
Man, she really knows how to link..
Honestly, I was kinda no choice when I chose Choir as my CCA.
and I looked at her, really shocked.
then they expect me to sing.
like Obviously, i cant?
and I wont?
then the teacher made a deal by saying if i can sing in class one day,
He will sing a Chinese/Hokkien or whatever language song.
I would say..
I wont even dare to risk it.
Come'on, I'd rather not hear him sing in that case.
I know myself too well.
But I love him anyway.
He doesnt have a handphone, and only can contact him through office no.
Cool or what?
I should learn more from him.
One day, Im gonna take a picture with him and post it here.
I will share my love with you guys.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I shall spy more about him first... heh heh heh.

2009-10-17T01:06:00.001+08:00

Feeling so shagged now..
was on my way home just now,
and I fell asleep throughout the whole 40 min journey.
then ended up having aches. :/
I felt so unhappy today.
Superrrrrrr.. and I dont know why.
Tmr's the last day of work.
And then school's gonna reopen.
I seriously..hate IS modules.
and for now..
Im gonna enjoy the last bit of the holidays, before school starts.
Aww, I miss David...

2009-10-15T03:18:00.001+08:00

I wish...
that I have my own credit card..
I so much wanted to get that new red ipod nano!
Why must red be the colour thats only selling online?!
Sigh..
And you know..
2 weeks have alr passed..
and Im gonna work for another 3 more days..
Somehow, Im gonna miss the place and the people there.
But most importantly..
the place where i really got to experience the word..
'Independent'.
Its really fun working there.
And then after work..
Having some Caramel frapp while walking along One fullerton..
Honestly, I'd never dare to try that before.
Tell me, how cool is that?
Feeling so proud of myself.. (like boomzz?)
School's starting soon..
please anticipate it,
while I decide if i should too.

2009-10-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Something's really wrong with my face..
my facial expression..
After working for about one week..
I finally realized whats the first impression i gave others.
Serious and Quiet.
Today, this guy at my workplace whom i never talked to before,
he came.. and I was with one of the part-timer, Kim..
So the conversation was like this..
Guy: HELLO!
Kim & I: Hello (Hi).
Guy: (Looking at Kim) You look very serious ah,
Kim: Me? (*I turned to look at Kim*)
Guy: (Looking at Kim) No, She.
I: Huh? Me ah?
Guy: Ya, you look very serious ah. (*Still looking at Kim*)
I: Orh.. (*Fake smile*)
Cool or what.
He wasnt even looking at me when he's talking to me.
Power.
How can someone even communicate like that.
But he's kinda cool, really.
Those working adult group.
Well,
What to do, you tell me?
its kinda stupid if you smile to yourself.
and also tiring if you keep using your cheek muscles to force a smile.
And when I dont speak..
people will start saying this..
'Rowena, you okay not? Why so quiet?'
Am I suppose to speak every second?
Hmm..
I think that only speaking at the right time is appropriate..
Or maybe Im afraid to say something wrong..

2009-10-04T01:41:00.001+08:00

Hello.
Today's my fourth day working..
Everything's fine..
Just that I met this Stupid M.I.C Auntie,
that I really feel like slapping her back to her own country.
Such a complain queen.
I just dislike the way she talk.
The moment she open her mouth and speak,
I really feel like rolling my eyes at her.
okay, just one sentence.
I HATE HER.
So anyway,
all/most of the people over there are really friendly..
And I got really independent nowadays.
Whoo!
I went to work myself.
I went for break myself.
I went home alone.
I take the train all alone.
Oh ya,
And I really dislike people looking at me in the face.
Especially if I dont know them.
To me, its like SUPERRRRRRRRR RUDE.
Like,' Excuse me? HAVE YOU SEEN ENOUGH?!?!?!'
I dont know whats happening these few days,
but whenever i go,
people just look at me in the face,
for like who-knows-how-long.
And this stupid uncle,
Just because i was all alone,
and I happen to stand in front facing him..
He keep looking at me purposely from head to toe and then toe to head and.........
Keep doing so, and turned to his friend and laugh..
and repeat the whole process from Jurong East to Raffles Place.
I really feel like STARING HARD at him and give him my fist.
but afterall, Im still a girl.
Can you imagine how awkward i was for the whole journey till he alighted..?
Stupid old man.
I hope you trip and fall,
and remind you of my face.
....Or is it that I look wierd? :/

2009-09-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Someone stole my money which i put under my pillow. >:(
Im feeling so not happy today.
Starting work tmr.
and I really hope that tmr is 19th oct.
So that I dont need to work..anymore?
I really dislike adapting to a new environment.
Just hope that its not like a repeated nightmare.
But I just sense that something's not gonna go right tmr..
hmm..
Contradicting huh?
Afterall, Im the one who accepted this job application myself.
No one to blame but myself.
Now, I wish that..
The staffs will treat me well.
Tmr will end quickly.
I'll know what to do during break...
Oh wait, is this gonna affect me a lifetime?
I sounded nervous.
Hahahaha, retarded.

2009-09-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

I say..
Whats wrong with the teacher(s) who set my class timetable?
Imagine the whole of next sem..
Four out of five days, Im gonna end lesson at 5pm.
And another four out of five days..
Im gonna start lesson at 8am or 9am.
and then I got this module..
Which Im gonna have the same Teacher from last sem whos gonna teach me again..
and I got a C for that module which this teacher previously taught.
SUAY OR WHAT?!
Thats like the ugliest timetable I've ever seen.
and one module can teach up to 3 hours..
*dreadzxszxszxzsssszxsx*
And I just found myself a job.
Like the person called me up while i was still widely.......Sleeping.
Actually, it was kinda cool when a job came knocking at the door.
because apparently,
Jeslyn was the one who introduced myself to the person.
Hahahaha, NO NEED SEND RESUMEEEEEEEEE!
Now, I just hope that its not like the same as the previous job.
Because it's like the worst nightmare,
Ever.

2009-09-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

Talking about results..
Im thinking if theres anyone who got 4 for their GPA.
Like seriously..
But thank goodness i passed all the modules..
which like almost everybody did.
Looking at my current GPA results..
I seriously need to work even harder for the next semester..
Well,
apparently I've been doing nothing much during this Holiday..
Im still waiting for the time to East Coast Park..
and maybe some other time for Movies?
Aye..
seriously, No Life.
Hahaha.

2009-09-20T22:50:00.010+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

that was my yesterday.

I spent my time doing things i always wanted to do..

Tasted out great!

Also..

G-Dragon's Heartbreaker song is really swirling around in my head every sec..

GO AND LISTEN IF YOU HAVENT! (:

Lets share some great news here..

MY SIS IS BACK..! (:

omgomgomg,

she really slimmed down alot!

and got abit tanned.

The thing is..

She told me this,

'Eh, You become fatter alr leh.'

!!!!!!

How can you expect me to take in this piece of news in just a short 3 sec..

but really ah..

I must admit..

part of the reason is just that i didnt get to sleep well recently..

I only get to sleep at like 3am plus...

and will only wake up in the noon..

Irregular sleep timings..

And somehow, my face became kinda Swollen..

Swollen = Fat

well, what to do you tell me..

Anyway,

So glad that she's back! :D

2009-09-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

so I went to Airport ytd with Jeslyn.

We had Caramel Frappucino at Starbucks.

The best..to me..

played Games and stuffs.

Then we had..

POPEYES!

always the best.

and then almost for the whole night,

Jeslyn was like showing me videos of SNSD.

i tell you.. she's really good at Brain-washing.

but i only like the band she mentioned, F(x).

okay maybe not the band..

but just one person.

like omg..

HOW CAN THERE BE SUCH A HANDSOME GIRL IN THIS WORLD?!

she's like a handsome girl, or a pretty guy.

cooool~

so obviously we were very tired when we're on our way home in the morning..

i slept all the way till evening period..

then to meet Kan Yinghua!

Her way of cooking Fried rice..

SUPERB!

trust me..i thought i was having the best fried rice ever!

Cooking it with oyster sauce and tons of spices..

BEST AH!

though her dog really makes me feel kinda nervous and uneasy..

Lol!

tmr's friday alr!

soooooo not looking forward..

2009-09-15T14:45:00.002+08:00

wait till i get my Camera..
I will post tons of photos..
& omg,
Tmr's wednesday!
The anticipation to go out with Jeslyn Lim..
you know, IT'S RARE?
one of the reason is partly because..
She's like me..
Staying at home for the past few days,
watching only dramas, dramas and dramas.
And I've decided to stop watching WGM.
I found out that my fav couple didnt end up together.
How sad..
One of them is now married alr.
Like even worse..
and seriously..
I really am not looking forward to Friday..
Why?

2009-09-13T00:51:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to update..
Apparently, I've been staying at home for close to 2 weeks..
and if this is gonna continue..
Cool.
I will pick up the book i borrowed from the library,
And finish reading it before the due date.
Till then.....

2009-09-04T03:32:00.004+08:00

Dimsum today.
because we over estimated our appetite..
We ended up feeling sick and.. tired..
Lol.
omg, Im still feeling sick now.
I feel like drinking.. Ice Milo! :B
So sick of Holidays now.
What am i gonna do?
Someone please deposit 1000000 billion dollars into my account.
Thank you very much.
Ah okay,
Im gonnaaaaaaaaa sleeeeeeep nowwwwwwww..
Please go to 40oldmen for Dimsum pics.
Byebye.

2009-09-02T01:50:00.002+08:00

Ah, Tmr's the day!
But how come I dont feel really excited? >:/
Please tell me i should be excited.
I should be excited.
I should be excited.
I should be excited.
I should be excited.
I should be excited.
Okay,
Dimsum tmr!
Like seriously,
I've got no plans for the Holidays.
sigh..
Anyway,
FOO LILIN!
Good Luck for your Exam tmr! :B
Dont be nervous ah!
You'll have more Chicken rice after this. >:D

2009-09-02T01:31:00.005+08:00

Blogger is seriously giving me the urge to close down my blog.
I used to blog everyday,
but now..
all blogger's fault.
My sis is away for camp,
She's leaving for China on the 6th for one month.
then my holiday will be like..
sian alone.
I feel like eating Popeyes now.
Go Changi Airport.
drink Starbucks.
go for a ride.
having Cupcorn.
and chill at One fullerton in the middle of the night.
I wont be doing so for the next one whole month.
dreadssssss*
just when i expect so much for the holidays..
4th september,
PLEASE COME QUICK..!

2009-08-29T03:31:00.000+08:00

I'll be back blogging sooooooooon.
so, till then..

2009-08-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

omg, I feel like dying now..
my sore throat just recovered.
but am having fever now.
Im feeling so weak all over.
Headache, tasteless buds.
It just doesnt feel good..
Thats the start of my Holidays..
what a good start. :/

2009-08-24T19:12:00.001+08:00

dumb(bell).
Just when I thought that i can actually spend my Holidays,
burden-free(ly)..
then I felt the symptoms of having Sore throat.
Thats like the last thing I ever wish to get, out of the whole Holidays.
okay, anyway,
Exams are finally O-V-E-R!
Like FINALLY.
I guess i wont be doing last min revision the next time round.
I've learned my lesson.
and i think i screwed up my the other 2 papers.
cause..
I didnt pay attention in class.
Hahaha,
SERVE (Blah) RIGHT.
okay,
I want to sleep now.
Lilin's Maggie Noodles is SUPERB!
really....

2009-08-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

Im feeling super uneasy since this morning.
Didnt slept for the whole night,
and i was busy mugging for my Eltech paper.
but seriously, nothing went into my head.
and the stupid thing was,
I ended up feeling really sleepy during the paper.
anyhow got a formula,
anyhow sub the values in,
and anyhow got the answer.
Im not pinning my hopes on Eltech either.
cause its just too last minute.
Last paper on Monday.
I want holidays.
I want to sleep.
Im feeling very not right today.
did something went wrong?

2009-08-19T03:19:00.008+08:00

Im at Changgggggggggiiiiii! (:

okay, i went to school at 1pm today.

to study with Xiujing.

then went to meet my sister,

and we decided to go Changi to study.

went home and here i am,

5.18 am, blogging.

i did some maths revision awhile ago.

tired physically, but still feeling energetic.

still waiting for the first train to start operating.

I want to fly home and sleep.

theres school laterrrrrrrrrr.

zzzz..

now i hate the Compro teacher so much,

make me no time to do revisions.

okay then,

Byebye. (:

2009-08-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

Someone should just slap me.
I was doing all the maths qns happily away..
then i was stucked at this Logarithim qns..
i asked around, then after knowing how to solve,
i put down my pen and started surfing the net,
just when i've got the mood to study..
omg, i can slap myself now.
I ONLY HAVE FOUR MORE DAYS LEFT! ):
i need to study.
i need to study.
i need to study.
i need to study.
i need to study.
aaaaaaaahhh, i hate last min revision.
but i always do it.
always ended up not having enough time to study.
i need to keep my brain working.
how i wish theres a Maths expert beside me whenever Im doing EG1...
cause i always ended up working out my own formulas and steps,
and theres so many topics to revise on..!
I should start to have own time-management.
okay,
i need to study now.
if not, i can kill myself alr.

2009-08-16T01:34:00.006+08:00

I still dont have the mood to study.

studying at home is like having temptations around me.
I will fall asleep, use the laptop, listen to music..

i just started my EG1,

and theres still 2 more modules to study.

i seriously have to start studying and to mug hard!

i dont wish to retake any of the modules the next sem..):

I wanna watch moviesssssss.....

I wanna go Changiiiiiiiiiii.........

I wanna eat Popeyes! :D

oh,

and i spent the whole evening figuring out if i should get the F21 heels.

just for own satisfaction.

sooooooo pretty but......

Yes/No?

2009-08-13T00:53:00.027+08:00

CAMWHORE TIME.

Aaaaaaaahhhhh, i miss my camera. ):

omg, super siannnnn.

exams are coming, exams are coming!

but im still not studying!

please tell me how to have the mood to study.

i've got like one week left for 3 modules to study.

i wanna study but......

i hate exams.

september is coming.

Teachers' Day is coming.

Holidays are coming.

Children's Day is coming.

im totally in holiday mood alr.

how to study? ):

must... start... now!!

i've got a bloated face & a BIG ulcer.

HAHAHAHA.

2009-08-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

Finally Blogger's functioning normally.
omg, i got so much to blog about..
i dont know where to start.
okay, first,
CATS MODULE is finally OVER!
ah, stress-free.
no more aerobics.
and then,
EXAMS are coming up!
like another 1 and a half weeks.
i havent even started anything.
GOOD THING.
i cant wait for the 1month holiday.
i want to shop.
i want meet-ups.
i want stayovers.
i want ton.
i want gossips.
i want to do anything and everything.
and,
MY PHONE SPOIL LIAO.
cannot sms.
so not the right time.
can get LG Crystal? or ..?
yay or nay?

2009-08-10T01:01:00.002+08:00

Shall leave this blog as it is till Blogger do something about the template.
SOOOOOOO ANNOYING! >:(

2009-08-06T01:04:00.005+08:00

I need a break..
give me some time to find out whats actually going on..
with me, myself.

2009-08-01T01:09:00.002+08:00

I seriously can make use of every single second to close my eyes and go to sleep.

thats exactly how tired i am.

i cant wake up in the morning,

i cant sleep at night.

my body is like taking the limits alr.

I need to sleep.

please give me 24 hours to sleep.

dont wake me up till 24 hours later after i sleep.

my eyes are like getting smaller and smaller,

eyebags heavier,

no energy to even entertain anyone right now.

my whole mind is like thinking of..

GOING TO SLEEP.

but the stupid laptop is like tempting me every single second.

I cant seem to off my laptop till its like after 1 plus.

i should just crash my laptop,

and go on a 'laptop fasting'.

all for my own good.. o.o

2009-07-30T01:29:00.001+08:00

Omg, im super tired now.
Blame myself for sleeping just now,
watching the TV when i'm supposed to be studying for tmr's quiz.
im drinking coffee to keep myself awake.
but now, my head is like spinning.
and im studying Complex number.
makes me feel even more giddy.
Poly life is like slowly killing me inside out.
it seems fun, but the timing somehow makes me dread school so much.
its like tiring me out.
i cant seem to manage my time properly.
like i feel like giving up everything at one go at times.
why is this semester ending so slowly..?!
i cant stand it alr.
my head is spinning..
o.o

2009-07-29T08:55:00.002+08:00

Omg..
i seriously freakin' wanna cry now!!
i woke up that early and rush to school to know that actually..
There wasnt any practical test today.
I was like,' NOOOOOOOOOOO!?'.
i dont know whats wrong.
is either my teacher didnt say that there was a re-test today,
or that my classmates heard the wrong info.
but i think probably the teacher just forgot what he actually said.
okay fine.
now im like stuck alone in the library,
another 2 more hours to go for my next lesson.
i wanna sleep, im freakin' tired.
i miss my bed. :'(

2009-07-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH..!
seriously, i was on the verge of erupting a few min ago.
I really cannot take it.
I cant work with people when having group projects,
especially those i cant communicate well with.
like project work suck so much ah!
the worst is,
people dont appreciate what i have done for them.
and like i still have to face their attitude.
im seriously like boiling inside now.
and i was like treated as if im dumb or retarded.
LIKE HELLO?
My English is so much more better than you ah!
how can you even use that sentence and questioned my intelligence?
like so insulting eh?
and like i was kind enough to be patient alr.
but you're way too off the limits..!! >:(

2009-07-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

Aiya,
blogger seriously suck so much.
whats wrong with the template?
like seriously,
im now like blogging using alot of codes.
and just ytd i did my Compro project.
till 4AM!
im like editing here and there till it works.
super irritating!
and I've got like one more project and self-reflection need to do.
AAAAAAAHHHHH, I hate CATS module man!
having presentation on tuesday somemore.
2 more weeks!
I JUST HAVE TO ENDURE! :(

2009-07-24T16:25:00.002+08:00

so if you read Yahoo news..
you'll see this,
'Thin is In for S'pore youths.'
Hahaha!
this particular person,
He eats only bread, instant noodles and salad everyday.
Good idea ah?
Like can slim down and at the same time continue eating.
Lol!
okay, the past few days..
I..
didnt do what i say.
so, i shall not have dinner later.
and start to slim down.
I KNOW I'LL LOVE THE END RESULTS.
just have to..
stop falling for temptations..! :B

2009-07-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

just ytd,
theres prac test and it started at 8am.
and i woke up at 8.20am.
TELL ME POWER OR NOT LA!
how can i even wake up after the lesson has started?
and there wasnt even a single cab to be seen,
since theres this SOLAR ECLIPSE thing and its raining.
suey or what?
then i decided to skip the test,
anyway, it consists of 10%.
so i reached school at 11am for the next lesson.
and guess what?
The teacher is damn gooooooooooooood ah..!
He asked my classmate to tell me that he's gonna give me re-test.
and say that cause i was stucked in the traffic jam,
thats why couldnt make it for test.
IS HE GOOD OR WHAT?!
I felt damn guilty after hearing that ah!
but..
omg, i need to attend 2 practicals next week!
8AM!
okay,
from now on,
i will..
TRY TO STOP BEING LATE FOR SCHOOL AND..
STOP EATING TOO MUCH..!
okay, I must do what i say.
Quiz tmr!! :(

2009-07-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

okay, im gonna get inspired to be..
THIN AND SLIM.
so if you know any plans that work,
share it with me! :D
let me mark my word.
i shall at least..
dont continue to gain weight.
LOL.
okay la,
maybe eat less.
exercise more.
must be fit and healthy.
just like my aerobics teacher.
Hahaha,
okay, im gonna go to bed now.
got class at 8am and theres test!
say Good Luck to me okay.
Byebye and Goodnight! :D

2009-07-19T22:50:00.013+08:00

I HATE NPAL!

stupid, i havent even submit my electives yet.

the deadline isnt even due yet.

but i cant submit anymore.

zzz..

why do even the weekends end so fast?

like i just started to relax,

and school is tmr alr.

SOOOOOOOOO FAST!

omg, i want this semester to end so badly.

I dread tuesday,

3 more weeks to go..!

2009-07-17T22:21:00.003+08:00

i totally screwed my Compro paper today.
i did last min revision.
i only know how to do the first qns.
but most of all,
First qns consists 40 marks out of the whole paper.
so im still considered lucky.
can i say something?
i just realised how much school is freakin' me out nowadays.
those things that shouldnt be mentioned,
its like affecting me somehow or another.
i really dont like it, really.
but what can i do to make this known?
i dread school even more now.
so tiring,
and..
im so glad the weekends are here..
time to keep my mind peace.

2009-07-15T15:14:00.003+08:00

I SWEAR I HATE TO TAKE MEDICINE!
The doctor gave me Super BIG Antibiotics,
i drank 2 cups of water before i managed to swallow it down.
and that liquid medicine,
totally reminds me of young when my mum will force me to drink 2 or 3 teaspoons after every meal when im sick.
the bitter-sweet taste,
made me feel even more sick.
i'll tell you how i feel right now,
I FEEL SO SICK BUT IM NOT SICK.
let me explain this sentence..
AHEM*
i want to sneeze so much, but i cant sneeze.
i coughed, but it just sounds like im faking a cough.
im having headache, yet im still very clear in mind now.
siao right?
i was like thinking if i should go and see the doctor,
cause its like i dont even look or sound like im sick. -.-
but the nurse gave me a mask and asked me to wear it when i told her i've got cough and flu.
temperature check,
36.5 degrees.
Im still perfectly fine.
i'll get back to school tmr,
i know my classmates miss me. :D

2009-07-14T19:31:00.004+08:00

i want to drink Yakult now,
i've been drinking it for the past 3 days,
kinda addictive.
my body is like getting weaker each time i fall sick.
I'll feel so tired and restless.
and i survived today's class..!
though i've got flu and slight cough,
yet i managed to crawl to class and have that stupid IS lesson.
i dont know whats wrong with the teacher today,
but he kept picking on me.
i was like sitting at the corner hugging my bag,
because i felt comfortable doing so,
and he was like,
'your bag got Gold and silver? why you hug your bag like that?'
'do you have a boyfriend? are you practicing on how to hug your boyfriend?'
and i became the joke of the class.
LIKE TOTALLY WTH?!
whats wrong with hugging my bag?
can you even imagine i still must smile back to him?!
and i dont even know why and how on earth did he know my name,
since he didnt knew the rest.
Hello teacher, Im not even feeling honoured that you know my name.
Like please, i've still got 3 more weeks to go,
i wanted this semester to end quick,
please dont let my life anymore miserable.
so aerobics today,
we danced Hip Hop.
COOL NORTZXZSXZ?!
have you ever see me dancing Hip Hop?
the moves are like freakin' cool,
just that today i didnt bothered to move my limps.
but i swear i will next week,
provided i dont dread it.

2009-07-13T23:08:00.027+08:00

PRESENTING TO YOU THE BIRTHDAY GIRL,
JESLYN LIM RUIQI!!

Omg, we had a very last min yet fun day today! :D

we actually rushed to do Jeslyn's card,

kinda last min, but i swear we did put in alot of effort!

told her that im on my way to meet her,

while Lilin is still in school.

in the end, we surprised her when we appeared tgt,

with the 3 CUTE BALLOONS! :D

went to NYNY for dinner after that.

crapped and spent our time taking photos away there.

i looked kinda ugly here with my fringe all up,

so just bear with it.

and then,

the 'WO SHI RI BEN REN' joke by Foo Lilin.

totally laughed our ass off.

bus-ed home tgt.

JESLYN LIM!

Hope you like the presents we got for you!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! ;D

2009-07-13T00:29:00.009+08:00

so the time now shows 12:01AM.
which means,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, JESLYN LIM RUIQI! :D
Old LIAO la woman!
see, im still much more younger than you.
so loooooooooong never see you alr LIAO. (Grrr?)
want die ah?!
I ASK YOU TO CALL ME RIGHTZXZSZX?!?!
LOL!
You owe me Starbucks ah..!
I dont care!
AIYO, SEE YOU LATER AFTER YOUR SCHOOL!
Hahaha, I end at 1pm LEHZXZSZXZ!
Sianzxzszx LOR.
ah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH!
SEE YOU LATERRRRRRR! :D

2009-07-11T14:32:00.034+08:00

omgomgomgomg!
Im so fascinated by this K rapper!
He can rap so well and accurately!
Totally awesome!
Its a Must Watch! :D

2009-07-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

ah man!

finally the weekends are here!
like seriously,

every single second,

my mind's just hoping that i can close my eyes and go to sleep.

and im not late for class today! :D

its like 1/50(?) chances that i'll not be late for classes.

so i should just..

SLEEP MORE.

stayed back in school just now till 8 plus with Siti.

then off to meet my sis, then my mum & bro.

had Secret Recipe for dinner.

bloated like siao?

i feel so fat now.

i shall now act like a Pig,

and go to sleep.

so Goodnight everyone!

have an early rest! (:

2009-07-09T01:05:00.002+08:00

you guys should just kill me like right now.
I SWEAR AND I SWEAR,
i never want to do Project in the same manner like this anymore.
Im feeling the worst ever inside now.
i felt so pissed and angry,
so frustrated and annoyed,
BUT YET THERES NO WAY I CAN RANT IT ALL OUT.
I can just bang the wall and skip the whole lesson this week.
Omg,
the more i talked about it,
the more annoyed im feeling!
Shit thing,
i hate this.
anyway,
i need or want or have to get a Red specs.
ASAP.
im going blind soon.

2009-07-08T00:56:00.002+08:00

Stupid.
now its my turn.
i skipped Aerobics class today,
just so that i could reach home early and finish up the Ecpro project.
in the end, i fell asleep..
now im like totally clueless of what to do.
seriously,
i really hope that i can rant about the idiot over here.
but aiya,
im gonna keep this to myself.
but i swear,
this is soooooooo gonna be the last time that this is happening..!
mad angry and pissed.
now its like 1am alr,
and im having class at 8am later?
omg, im 100% sure that im gonna be late for class later!
i need to rest.
im so tired,
like my brain is not working now alr.

2009-07-06T23:36:00.030+08:00

so if you didnt know,

I've alr got my RED Canon Camera!!

The Red is like SUPERRRRRRR CHIO! :D

like how can anyone resist it?

so chio lor.

and alot of things happened during the past few days.

too much to mention.

and..

KIM HYUN JOONG IS ON TWITTER!!

Omgomgomgomgomg!

Go and Follow him!

twitter.com/hyunjoongkim

Lol!

Omg, i hate school so much now.

so many projects and web tutorials to do.

either im too lazy to do or theres like no time for me to do.

few more weeks and exams are here (again).

and tmr is Tuesday!

SIANZXZSZXZS!

just exactly how much do i dread Tuesday?

and JESLYNNNN!

When are we meeting up ah?

The last time i saw you was like during the sleepover?

When you were lying on the mattress like a pig..?

Lol, Go drink Starbucks with me LEHZXZSZX!

Okay okay?

BETTER CALL ME NOWZXZSZXZS!

i'll be waiting,

Lol! :D

2009-07-03T12:08:00.002+08:00

im feeling so sleepy now.
i felt so restless easily nowadays.
having lecture later at 1pm.
Sian, im gonna sit at the back and sleep.
and my stomach cramp is killing me..!
i sooooooooo wanna go home now. :'(
on the other hand,
im so glad that i passed all my modules.
at least a pass.
didnt score well for EngMech.
but thanks to the teacher for lenient marking.
omg, i want this Semester to end quickly.
i dont want to have CATS lessons anymore.
same for aerobics.
but the exception is,
i will miss aerobics lesson,
much.

2009-06-29T01:20:00.001+08:00

first day of school..
seriously, suck like hell.
back to those boring school days.
teachers teach their stuffs,
we do our stuffs.
tmr is tuesday..!!!
I DREAD TUESDAY.
I DREAD TUESDAY.
I DREAD TUESDAY.
I DREAD TUESDAY.
just the thought of the teacher's face..
omg, i dont want to go school tmr!
i hope this semester end fast,
and lastly,
OMG, I HATE CATS LESSON ALOT! :(

2009-06-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

still in a state of shock..
my eldest sis actually asked me out.
like..OMG..?
do you ever know when was the last time i went out with her?
i, myself, cant even remember.
and where are we going..?
TOWNNNN..!
the last time i went to town was like during the last holiday,
which is during dec, i guess?
ohmygod.
i seriously hate that place so much.
i hate the youngsters, the crowd, the 'lian&beng' wannabes , the traffic jams.
but im gonna 'explore' it tmr.
kind of expecting it but..
okay, i sounded like some tourist who's in Singapore for the very first time.
and recently,
i found out i've been such a 'food-addict'.
know how bad that sounds..?
i miss aerobics lessons..
but once school starts next week,
im gonna rant about how much i dread tuesday..
because of that stupid IS CATS lesson.
i hate to see that teacher's face.
he made me hate that module this much.
all because of him.

2009-06-23T20:11:00.003+08:00

i realised how boring my holidays were..
when i saw how others enjoy theirs so much..
just ytd,
i reminded myself of ...
those sec sch life.
came to think of it,
i was very childish and stupid at that time.
actually i cant stop laughing at myself.
cause its so not me?
LOL!
ah, im rotting at home.
i miss school..
but at the same time,
i dont feel like going school..
contradicting huh?

2009-06-20T20:50:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG..!
ITS REEEEEEDDDDDD!
finally theres a camera where the whole thing is..
REDDDDDDD!
omg, should I?
the specs are soooo making me to get it!
damn chio ah!
they even have free LEATHER casing!
$400 plus, should I?
but im digging money out from my own pocket..
SHOULDDDDDDDD I?!
or should i not?
TELL ME!
because its REDDDDDDDDDD!

2009-06-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

super ENERGETIC now.
got deprived of sleep the past two days.
and got named as PIG.
thanks my friends.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
MISS FOO LILIN,
please pick up my call, you idiot.
urgent urgent!
oh,
MY PARCELS ARRIVED!
hahaha, damn happy ah.
okay,
kinda retarded.
i feel like going to one fullerton now.
i miss that place and the Merlion.
miss me too okay,
Byebye!

2009-06-17T06:28:00.002+08:00

AH, I KNEW IT!
6.40 am now..
the two pigs finally K.O,
like we've been doing alot of stupid and retarded stuffs a few hours before,
and now,
they're lying on the mattress like some PIG.
oh, i had soooo much fun!
hahaha,
my eyes are feeling tired now,
but my body's feeling very energetic.
steamboat just now,
we ate and drank like siao,
and gonna have prata later..!
and also basketball and badminton.
as usual,
winner in, loser out.
and movie!
WHOO~!
so quiet now,
everybody's like sleeping.
i know LILIN is gonna come and tag say she's just lying down,
but i just looked at her,
curling up herself to sleep.
LIAR LA!
hahaha,
so now,
should i play games or go to sleep like them?

2009-06-16T15:43:00.002+08:00

feeling hungry now..
yes, very fat alr, i know.
ah, Mr.Postman please come quick!
i've been waiting for my parcel to arrive since ytd.
and like why is it still not here yet?
zzz..
packing up my stuffs now,
super last min,
hahaha.
Stayover later.
no facebook, blogging, twitter, msn, and etc for the next 2 days..
imagine 4 of us snatching over one laptop.
AHAHAHAHA!
i dont feel quite excited right now..
WHERES MY PARCEL?! :'(